last day of 2013 and last day of challenge X

hi guys ! this year is coming to an end soon . and i must say i learnt a lot throughout this year .
it has been a really tough year for me , and i must say i did not really enjoy 2013 , but 2013 had really really taught me a lot , a lot a lot .

everybody changes , everything changes , people change , and as they change , i lose even more and more trust , some friends can just backstab you , some relationship can also backstab you
so many 2 face people around .

i believe everyone seen this picture before , 7 billion people , 14 billion faces , how true can that be. never trust someone so easily because most of them are just people who have not took down their masked . 

lets welcome 2014 and end 2013 happily

ok so now the challenge ! yup 

today is the last day of challenge ! and the challenge is confess 1 thing 

hahahah i shall 

erm , i get super duper attached to someone easily , i know everyone told me not to trust someone easily , i also told everybody not to trust someone so easily , but i just tends to trust and get attached to them very easily , then when they show me who their true self or when they say I'm annoying , im really sad because i srsly can't even move on at all . 

always every time i get comfortable with someone , then they started to tell me how annoying and clingy i am , I'm sorry i really didnt mean it , its just like when i trust you and get attach to you i just need the person 

sometimes its either at the end of the day , i would take very very long time to move on , 

and just be like , just move on . 

but most of the time … because i get too attached so I'm still constantly crying about it . 

ok so yup end of blog challenge to new year 

but that doesn't mean i won't be blogging . 

i would probably do next challenge?

maybe like a thirty day challenge hahah . 

thanks for dropping by loves , hope you enjoy this post x 

pics cr : tumblr & weheartit

friends and challenge x

hey guys
so yeah today just gonna say stuffs about friendship yeah

i thought i was important  , i always thought that i was the one my best friend need , i always thought that she was my best friend who will be there for me when I'm down .
i thought , i THOUGHT …
i treated her like a someone who is important , but she doesn't . she treats me worse than a dog .
its like after holiday , I'm totally nothing to her anymore , before holiday we were so close , everything were so good , but ever since she met others things changes.

i am so so so surprised , how you treat it like u didn't change at all when you clearly did , and how you didnt care and make it so easy ,

how i wish , nobody will replaces me , but apparently , this is life …

whats more hurtful is that your always last seen , or either super late replies , like few hours later 

no no its okay you know , its okay 

im so surprised , how someone you met for just 2 months can replace this friendship so quickly , i miss everything about us … why am i a fool holding on here . hoping there would be miracle when no miracle would happen , so hard to give up on a friendship , so confused in where i am now , should i trust her and believe she would change to a better person ?instead of scolding vulgars words every single day . 

or should i just give up and move on . 

i really don't want to find a friend , and go through the cycle of trusting the person , and have happy and sad times with a person again , so tiring… 

so confuse in this situation what  i just want is 

this is so amazing . 

the perfect friend . 

ok so the challenge 

- two emotions that describe your life right now 

1) feeling replaced and sad yeah . 

2) feeling happy because i actually got in music school and i know my family will always be there x 

so yeah basically its just a mixed feeling hahah . 

thanks for dropping by loves , see you x 

pics cr ;tumblr 

crush and challenge

hi guys yup I'm back even though is just a short meet-up with stella and xuan but yup its really a great day !!
so today just went for gathering and after that we were playing and playing and playing , finally my fever went away and i can start to eat whatever i want ! yayyyyy
its about 5 days to school ?but i think its real long yeah , like really i can't wait for school to start !!!
really excited about it .
but of course i guess i'll have new crush and relationship friendship studies problem in school , thats a part of life… right


three turn-ons
1) guys who is super respectful
2) neat and tidy
3) understand you very well

anyway i got a cockatiel , i have it for about already … 2 weeks ?

and its damn cute  ! its a yellow colour one and yup fierce but playful I'm sorry but I'm really lazy to go and get my adapter to plug it in to my mac so yeah :-( a yellow one with a orange cheeks 

guarantee its super cute ' will show it to you guys one day yeah 

pic cr : tumblr . 

fake and challenge

hi guys !
i realise my blog stats is really really reaaaaaally pathetic :-(
oh anyw i got in a music school which i long wanted !!! yay !
so today i saw something which is damn true just gonna share with you guys

yup those are like fake friends ok fake friends !
i guess 2013 also taught us a lot about fake friends and everything , in fact , every year we learnt something , this actually makes ppl harder to trust one another because basically most of them are fake , MOST .
yeah its hard to see who are fake and who are real because the word fake don't write on their face . never be too naive and fall for someone traps .

ok so the challenge ! 

four turn off 

1) ppl who kept speaking vulgar words in every sentences 

2)ppl who thinks that they can control every single thing ! 

3)ppl who treats you like a spare tyre and yet self claim you guys are best friend. 

4)super disrespectful ppl , especially to elder ppl 

ok done !

pic cr : tumblr . 

fever & challenge

heyy christmas is over  ! and soon it will be a new year ! new start .
can't wait !
i was playing super crazily during christmas eve !
and yes … I'm having fever and sore throat now *cries*
and i suppose to have cca for today and tmrw , but i guess i couldn't make it ! yay or nay .
so basically today i just kept sleeping , wake up eat sleep wake up eat sleep . and its super duper boring!
any nice movies to recommend ?comment on the cbox or i'll die of boredom !!!
1 week more before school starts , tbh i hope that school starts asap because I'm rly excited and staying at home rly bores me .
but i know , when school re-open i/ll be like cRYing


OK SO NOW THE CHALLENGE .
5 people that mean a lot to me
1) my family
2)my godpa,godma,godsis
3)kimberly wong !
4)sec clique
5) stella



so yup this is a super short post sorry about it ! have a nice day x and thanks for dropping by

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

heyyy ! merry christmas guys !
yay its finally christmas and yeap new year is coming .
which school is re-opening soooooon !!!
tbh , I'm quite excited for school to see my friends and everything , but i know there would be friendship problems throughout the year :-(
LOG CAKES TURKEY EVERYYYYTHING
christmas spirit everywhere !

speaking of christmas , recently i watched a show called " FROZEN "

i got to say i love the character Elysa the most ! this show is AMAZING . 

and yup the whole cinema was filled with kids and i feel REALLY OLD . 

whenever i said about christmas i would think about frozen , i don't know why ! 

maybe because frozen is about winter and christmas is also winter time hhahahha.

OK SO NOW THE 10-DAY CHALLENGE !!! 

6 things you wished you never had done . 

1) i wished that i had never met those people who walked out of my life 

2) i wished i never spent so much money on handphone covers . 

3) i wished that i never played during the PSLE period 

4)i wished that i never cried so much for useless people 

5) i wished that i never been so rude to some people who treat me so well . 

6) i wished that i never met him . 

ok so done ! 

merry christmas guys once again x enjoy your christmas everybody and thanks for dropping by my blog. 

Every year on this beautiful occasion, we enjoy with love, faith and togetherness. I thank God for blessing me with such a loving family. I wish you all a Merry Christmas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS eve

hey guys ! I'm sorry I'm a little late and today is alr the third day oops , but its okay , ill be blogging about the third day !
so yup my friendship stuffs is not yet solve but I'm not gonna say about it now because it actually ruins the festive mode .
the reason why i blogged later today its because i was having celebration yo !!!
and yup , its really great i enjoyed it .
i hope everyone enjoy their eve too !!
ok now the challenge .
7 things that crossed your mind a lot .
1) i basically care about everything so yup basically everything
2) i asked myself why i get attach easily and i will be the one getting hurt .
3) why isn't my best friend treating me like before
4) why am i so paranoid
5) can i stop caring about everything  and leave this world
6) your still important , no actually ur not …
7) can i go somewhere far to have peace and leave my troubles in my county ?


ok so yup thats the 7 things that crossed my mine
have a nice day !

friends & day 2 challenge

hey guys ! yup I'm back :3.
so yeah currently I'm having break for school, yup 2 months of school holidays can its coming to and end soon .
and through this almost 2 month , i have this best friend whom I'm super close with her during school time , but once school holiday , we rarely even hang out or talk . i doubt she care for us too
i heard that she have other best friends too and basically I'm replaced .
it hurts so badly to be replaced .
thats the worst thing ever too , to know how unimportant you are , and so easily getting replaced.
even know we are so near one another , but i feel so far from you .
i feel so unimportant and that u only need me once theres is school , other than that I'm totally nothing .

but i realise too , she was with there for that 3 seasons .
sigh …
i guess i shouldn't ask too much because after all we spend tears and happiness together .
its so hard to find a real friend . who's my real friend , who will be there when i need them . who will be there for me all the time  .


okay! I'm gonna start with my day 2 challenge, enough with those sadness ! christmas is coming !
eight ways to win my heart .
yup , as i said i didnt really get into a serious relationship but just a flint .
so yup eight ways to win my heart
1) be caring,friendly,sweet,funny. good to my family and friends x
2) it will be best if he knows how to play piano or guitar x so we can duet tgt
3) understands me well,
4) taller than me
5) they don't speak vulgar words at all times .
6) can be like my lover and best friend .
7) trust and believe me at all times .
8) who will treat me like I'm his princess x

okay ! so I'm just going to end here and continue my third day challenge tmrw x cheers 

all pictures here cr : tumblr . 

10 day blog challenge !!!

hey guys !!! today I'm just going to do a 10 day challenge !!! 

because yeah i feel like i should be more active x:
 9 more days to 2014 ! so I'm just gonna skip day 1 because i don't have any job at all …
so lets start with day 2 :b
em nine things about me
1) my horoscope is cancer
2)one thing about me is that once i start watching drama , i can't stop at all. so if the drama have 30 episodes i'll just finish within 1-2 days
3)i never really get into a relationship before , but flints .
4)erm i cherish my family a lot a lot a lot a lot.
5)i need true friends … i hope to find a true friend though , i don't need a bunch of friends but i just need a true and a real friend .
6)i love spaghetti !!!!
7)i love to spend part of my money on iPhone covers LOL
8)I LOVE Taylor Swift & ariana grande !
9) uhh last one …ok i love to read storybooks but I'm just really lazy to read

so i guess thats about it .
and yeap talk to you guys tmrw and … ill start with my day 3 ( day2 actually ) challenge tmrw
which is
eight ways to win my heart hahahaha.
ok have a good day everyone !